communication

Having relationship is not as easy as I've imagine before. If two people are in love, then what's the difficulty of understanding each other?
I'm wrong, a couple still consists of two different individuals each has his/her own traits, own problem, own insensitivity, etc, etc.
When in love, it's easier to understand, but it's not that easy.
One big problem that I face is a very common and essential; communication.
I cannot express my feeling properly. It's not because I lost my temper, it's because I'm way too cool-_- When I'm feeling angry, sad, or disappointed, I lost my energy and I choose to be quiet. I feel I do something wrong because I only hurt myself when doing it. Its real that time wounds the mood, but you cant let someone hurt your feeling again and again, right?

When your bf/gf disappoint you, tell them. Learn to express your feeling in assertive way. I think if he/she loves you back, he will understand.

grateful

I'm just blogwalked to people's blog after got nausea staring(only staring, not learning:p) at statistics's slides for tommorow's quiz. Then I stay at dea's. Nearly I found that one of my high school besties' blog is adorable and inspiring. She's a grateful person. She cherishes everything she has had, everything that has happened to her. And me, I used to be. But these days I'm spending more time complaining, especially about things happenning to me few days backward. Maybe I have to start being thankful from now on.
Thanks dea, miss you :D

Nineteen

Special is when you go through your birthday with people you love. I got a morning surprise from my besties. The went to my room at about eight, bringing a tiramissu cake with red candles on it. I already up and still in pjamas and a bit surprised seeing Edith, Tya, and Niken. They went from BSD to Bintaro that morning. After all, we had a chat and breakfast dimsums at Oenpao near my house. Thanks guys, feelin loved and blessed.



At night, I had a dinner with my family in a steak resto at Radio Dalam. The place was too skinny and our eyes were hot because of the grilling smoke. We queued to get a table. I insisted them going there because was curious with the legendary wagyu hehehe. Yeah, the beef was tender and the sauce tasted great. But never go there if you wanna have a long chat.



Things were upside down, but myself keep flat as year passed by:p I think there're much things to change, to have, and to improve. And, I wanna learn to be positive always!

BlahBlahBlah

Shits happen. It can't be denied. Just face and try to mend them.

if-bread

If a picture paints a thousand words,
Then why can't I paint you?
The words will never show the you I've come to know.
If a face could launch a thousand ships,
Then where am I to go?
There's no one home but you,
You're all that's left me too.
And when my love for life is running dry,
You come and pour yourself on me.

If a man could be two places at one time,
I'd be with you.
Tomorrow and today, beside you all the way.
If the world should stop revolving spinning slowly down to die,
I'd spend the end with you.
And when the world was through,
Then one by one the stars would all go out,
Then you and I would simply fly away


Such a beautiful combination of music and lyric. Somehow, I wanna run and find a guy of my dream after listening to this song:p

happy late new year

HAPPY LATE NEW YEAR PEEPS!



And here is my Resolutions..
1. A book a month
2. Gaining GPA
3. Driving a car
4. Rajin mandi
5. Be more active
6. Having a boyfriend